The things I am about to share may be hard for many to believe, but this does not mean that what you find in this paper is not absolutely true. For what I am going to share comes from more than just decades of study and revelation, it comes from experience.

So I want to state, right at the top of this essay, this may not be for you. That’s not a bad thing if it isn’t. I simply ask that if what you begin to read makes you angry, turn the page. But I also want you to know, that without a shadow of a doubt, the things you read today will one day ring true if they haven’t already.

It is my belief that one day everyone will come to the unity of the faith and the complete understanding of who and what we are, what we are capable of, as well as finding out what the elusive “meaning of life” is.

Ephesians 4:13
Till we all come in the unity of the faith, and of the knowledge of the Son of God, unto a perfect man, unto the measure of the stature of the fulness of Christ:

In the mean time if these words be not for you today they will be tomorrow.

The scriptures state there is a time appointed for each person to come to this wisdom. Just as there is a time for a child to learn his alphabet or multiplication table, so too, in mankind’s appointed time everyone will wake from their slumber into the glorious liberty of who they truly are and what they are truly capable of.

Nothing I write, say, or do, can change a person’s heart, only love and a person’s appointed time can. So to try to force someone to see what they are not ready to see is fruitless at best.

Now, if these words ARE for you, then rejoice!

In addition, if there are some who are not ready to hear what you hear, or see what you see, than do not think that they are somehow less than you. As Paul said, there was a time you were blind to all of this as well.

For those with ears to hear, they must not think that they have somehow arrived and others have not, lest they should fall into the sin of condemnation. And once we begin to condemn others, so begins our descent again into the depths of the very ignorance that has brought us all so much pain.

What a person believes, they receive. How a person judges another to be, brings that judgment on themself. Because we are all part of ONE BODY, we are all connected, what we do to others we do to ourselves. This is why we are instructed to “do unto others as you want done to yourself.” So if you judge people to be evil and cruel in your heart, your payment will be that people are evil and cruel. You will soon see that your thoughts create and you are capable of great and terrible things. This is why we must learn to take our thoughts captive. We must learn which thoughts to nourish and which to cast away.

Proverbs 23:7
For as a person thinks in his heart, so is he!

Whatever world you believe you are living in, this is the world you are living in and nothing, and no one, can change that… BUT YOU.

Right now these words may not really make sense to you, but after this essay is complete you will see that the power to do all things is, and has always been, within you!

So, to judge others for not knowing what you now know, is to lose the next step in your spiritual evolution. Eventually, all will come to the knowledge of the truth and the stature of the perfect man… WHY? You ask…

BECAUSE THAT IS WHO WE ALL TRULY ARE! And even if we don’t believe it, it does not matter, because we CANNOT DENY OURSELVES!

2 Timothy 2:13
If we believe not, yet he abideth faithful: he cannot deny himself

Eventually, all will come to the understanding of the enlightened. The reason we know this is because THE ENLIGHTENED FIRST knew this, which means they are a FIRST FRUITS OF SORTS.

When planting vegetables before all your vegetables are harvested there is a first stripe… a couple of those green beans will sprout and be ready to harvest, before the rest. This is how you know that what you have planted will become what you intended them to be, IN THEIR ENTIRETY.

If you understand the things WRITTEN HERE then PERHAPS YOU are as the first fruit of a crop that is destined to be holy in its ENTIRETY as well. THERE IS HOPE FOR EVERYONE!

So it is not good to think higher of yourself, or to think that you know more than another, or to condemn another in what they believe, because YOU ARE PROOF that they will also know what you know.

Romans 11
30 For as ye in times past have not believed God, yet have now obtained mercy through their unbelief:
31 Even so have these also now not believed, that through your mercy they also may obtain mercy.
32 For God hath concluded them all in unbelief, that he might have mercy upon all.

For some these words will be like music to their ears, to others they will be like hot coals on their head, yet either way these words will have their day.

Habakkuk 2:2-4
2 And the Lord answered me, and said, Write the vision, and make it plain upon tables, that he may run that readeth it.
3 For the vision is yet for an APPOINTED TIME, BUT AT THE END IT SHALL SPEAK AND NOT LIE: though it tarry, wait for it; because it will surely come, it will not tarry.

This is why I write what I write, not because I think everyone will agree with me or praise me. I share these essays because I am for some odd reason driven to do so, writing and sharing these essays also bring me a great amount of joy. I rejoice because I know that what I have come to know is true, others will come to know as true and I can put these words out there knowing people who are ready to hear them from all over the world will find them.

Mark 13:27
And he will send his angels and gather his elect from the four winds, from the ends of the earth to the ends of the heavens.

So I do not try to convert people. The Kingdom of heaven was taken by force for far too long. It is LOVE/Goodness of God that draws a multitude to repentance. It is LOVE that will set people free, not pages upon pages of insight, or long speeches or prayers… LOVE!

Romans 2:4
Or despisest thou the riches of his goodness and forbearance and longsuffering; not knowing that the goodness of God leadeth thee to repentance?

I do not tell others they must believe as I believe. I do not think that I somehow know more than they know. I am simply sharing the crop that has sprouted from my heart, who these words will fall on is up to who these words will fall upon. Whether they rejoice or reject these words does not matter to me. What matters is the WORD has gone forth from my mouth and it will not return without accomplishing what I sent it out into the world to accomplish.

Isaiah 55:11
So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.

So who is it that understands the GREATER THINGS of God? And who are those who cannot and will not?

Well in every person, there are in manner of speaking, TWO TYPES OF PEOPLE and our journey here is to learn the difference between the two and to find out who we truly are.

The 1st man, is the ignorant man who may not understand the words written here… This man exists but you will soon find, he truly doesn’t. He is an image of a greater man, who we will call the 2nd man, who will one day put down the first man rise again in his stead.

I understand that what I just wrote seems difficult to comprehend, but keep reading and the great mystery of who you are will begin to unfold.

So let’s discuss the first man and the last man for a bit. The scriptures state, the 1ST will be LAST and the LAST shall be 1st into the Kingdom of God. Then the scriptures go on to say, this is why we must be born again, not of Flesh, but of spirit!

The FIRST US is ignorant, an image, a lie, a false identity… This is why we must be BORN AGAIN. When we were first-born we came into this world pure and then were filled with a bunch of lies, that made us believe we were someone and something we were not. This is why, we must be BORN AGAIN, we must once again become like little children to inherit the Kingdom of God! We MUST be born again of incorruptible seed (truth), we must live as we truly are and DENY the person we began to believe ourself to be.

Matthew 16:24
Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself,

We ALL must be BORN AGAIN! We must RISE out of the ignorance of our past.

Unless you are BORN AGAIN it is impossible to SEE/comprehend the truth and enter into the Kingdom of God to rule and reign!

John 3:
3 Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.

That which is born of FLESH is FLESH (1ST BORN)… the outward man, the ego man, the ignorant man who puts his faith in temporal things. The 1st man only believes in what he can see, touch, taste, and smell. This is a man after the Flesh.

We for far too long considered ourselves a flesh, blood, and bone being. However, who we truly are is actually within this FLESH, BLOOD, AND BONE BEING we began to believe ourselves to be…


The ONE we believed ourself to be, was born after the Flesh. Now, mind you, the flesh is not a physical thing it is an IDEA that the physical thing is all there is. This is the FLESHLY MIND, otherwise known as the carnal mind… in truth, this is WORLDLY thinking.

John 8:23
And he said unto them, Ye are from beneath; I am from above: ye are of this world; I am not of this world.

The First man is from BENEATH (LOWER THINKING/TEMPORAL LOGIC), the SECOND MAN is from above (HIGHER THINKING/ENLIGHTENED) — those OF THE WORLD are lost… those who believe this temporal world is all there is and put their faith in it, ARE LOST!

The 1st man is the lowest form of existence and we are destined/predetermined for so much more.

The FLESH man is the man who lusts after the WORLD, WHICH IS THE VERY THING WE NEED TO BE SAVED FROM.

The “world” quite literally is a symbol for the LUSTS OF THE FLESH! The FLESH man, the 1st born man/Adam chooses DEATH over LIFE.

Romans 8:5
For they that are after the flesh do mind the things of the flesh

This is why life is not fulfilling for so many. Because while trapped in this first carnal man, while lost in this lie of who you think you are, you only worry about the things that pertain to this first carnal man. Worldly things.

The first man is filled with fear, anger, hate, envy, greed, and more.

Gal 5
19 Now the works of the FLESH are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness,
20 Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies,
21 Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.

When you are trapped in this first man and cannot see the truth of who you REALLY are in the SECOND MAN your life is more of a chore than a reward.

The first man exists in the hell of his own ignorance.

So, there is a reason many will not be able to “hear” the words contained in this essay. The FLESH man cannot understand the things of the spirit, which is life and truth.

John 3
12 If I have told you earthly things, and ye believe not, how shall ye believe, if I tell you of heavenly things?

Now the 2nd man is SPIRIT! That which is born or spirit is SPIRIT. Jesus said, my words are SPIRIT and they are TRUTH. The 2nd Man, the 2nd Nature within us, is the revelation of the TRUTH of who we really are and what we are truly capable of, which is what this essay is about.

The scriptures state that this 2nd Man is the LORD FROM HEAVEN… As I have written before, the word LORD literally translates into the EXISTING ONE… the 2nd man is the ONE WHO IS EXISTS IN RIGHTEOUSNESS, PEACE, JOY AND POWER! This LORD, is not relocated to one specific man from thousands of years ago, that is the 1st Fleshly man’s teaching and it is a lie.

This is the “MAN” that I am going to write about today. The 2nd man… Christ, You, Me, and everyone in their RISEN/ENLIGHTENED state.

The second man who COMES (which literally means REVEALED, or UNCOVERED) and destroys the ANTI-CHRIST nature of the 1st man. The EGO that has ruled for far too long, sitting on the THRONE OF GOD, which is your MIND, declaring himself to be god. This is the 1st man, lost, corrupt, ignorant, and dead, for he is carnally (flesh) minded.

Romans 8:6
For to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.

If you can draw the inference from the above passage, DEATH is the absence of LIVING YOUR LIFE IN PEACE. Sadly, this is the state of a majority of humanity. This is why we have war, famine, sickness, hate, and every other evil under the sun. But truly, those trapped in the thoughts of the ignorant first man, are ignorant, so they are not truly to blame…. They simply don’t know any better.

Luke 23:34
Then said Jesus, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do.

If the first man, knew the truth, the first man would have never put to the death WHO THEY REALLY WERE AND ARE!

1 Corinthians 2:8
Which none of the princes of this world knew: for had they known it, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory.

Had any of us known the TRUTH and had not forgotten it, we would have never crucified the GLORY OF THE ONE WHO TRULY EXISTS.

The TRUTH was put to death at Golgotha, the place of the skull… RELIGION AND THE LAW OF THE LAND killed the TRUTH, because if anyone found out that THEY THEMSELVES were the LORD OF ALL THINGS, the HEIR of all things, the CHILD OF GOD, then the FIRST MAN who is a killer (Adam, cane, Ishmael, Esau) would have never wanted the 2nd man, who is a shepherd (jesus, Abel, Isaac, Jacob) put to death.

THE LIES OF THIS WORLD tore us down and placed us in the chains of ignorance and limitation. Pictured in Jesus being given a CROWN OF THORNS (thorns which are the cares oe the world and the deceit of riches)

Matthew 13:22
He also that received seed among the thorns is he that heareth the word; and the care of this world, and the deceitfulness of riches

As JESUS took upon himself the SINS (cares/lies/ignorance) of this world and died… so did we. Which is why Jesus said, if you don’t do as I do, be as I am, think as I think, pick up your cross and follow me into the resurrection of who you truly are, then you are none of mine.

This is also why we have experienced so much pain and heartache. How can we enjoy our lives, if we are not living our lives as WHO WE TRULY ARE? This IMAGE of who we are needs to be put to death, so WHO WE TRULY ARE CAN RISE AGAIN.

John 1:15
John bare witness of him, and cried, saying, This was he (2nd Man) of whom I spake, He that cometh after me is preferred before me: for he was before me.

So, once again, there are two men written about in scripture. These two men are symbols of humanity, first in its ignorant/immature/brainwashed state, and the second who is mankind in its enlightened state.

The first man, as scripture states is of the earth, earthy, which literally means, this first nature in man is focused on temporal things. Focused on everything outside of them, bills, work, friends, family, hobbies, nature, etc… While the second man is THE LORD from heaven above, who minds SPIRITUAL THINGS (focuses within himself, no longer looking for salvation outside of him or herself, for the Kingdom of God (where GOD IS) is WITHIN YOU!

However, the first me, and the first you, or should I state, the FIRST BELIEF YOU HAVE ABOUT YOURSELF is not spiritual at all.

We were brainwashed to think of ourselves more like animals doomed to die of old age or disease. We were brainwashed to believe we had no power of our own, that our only hope was to be found outside of us, coming again soon, from some far off, far away place. We were brainwashed to believe we were the lowest of the low, the foulest of the foul, sinners destined to burn endlessly because we were simply born.

1 Cor 15:
46 Howbeit that was not first which is spiritual, but that which is natural; and afterward that which is spiritual.
47 The first man is of the earth, earthy; the second man is the Lord from heaven.
48 As is the earthy, such are they also that are earthy: and as is the heavenly, such are they also that are heavenly.
49 And as we have borne the image of the earthy, we SHALL ALSO BEAR THE IMAGE OF THE HEAVENLY.

The first man, is ADAM formed from the dust of the earth, ADAM is a word which, as you should know by now, literally means humanity as a whole, it is all of mankind.

There is the 1st ADAM and the Last ADAM. We are both. We have borne the image of the fleshly, ignorant, natural man, and now we shall inherit the HEAVENLY, SPIRITUAL MAN.

The 1st ADAM became ignorant of the truth, and lost his true identity the instant he ate of the knowledge of good and evil… that first man was formed by the lies of parents, family, friends, neighbors, culture, religion, society, school, and so on. And woe are the ways of this first man.

However, there will come a time when the truth will be shouted on the rooftops and those DEAD IN CHRIST… meaning those who are IGNORANT OF WHO THEY TRULY ARE WILL RISE and understand these words.

But until that time, “the book is sealed”. This is why the scriptures compare the Kingdom of God to a mystery. A mystery that not everyone would be able to grasp right away. This is why the Kingdom of God is often compared to something that is HIDDEN within an EARTHEN VESSEL… The TRUTH OF WHO YOU ARE is hidden away in the LIES you believed about yourself.

2 Corinthians 4:7
But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellency of the power may be of God, and not of us.

Who we REALLY ARE is HIDDEN within WHO WE THOUGHT WE WERE… So that the POWER OF GOD, may be OF GOD, AND NOT OF THE IMAGE OR IDEA OF GOD, which is who we have believed ourselves to be.

So many of the great truths of scripture had to be shared in parable. So that, “in seeing they may not see, and in hearing they may not hear”, as Isaiah stated.

Well, this essay is not for those who are scared to be kicked out of the synagogues as it was in Jesus’ day. No, this essay is for those who are ready to move pass their wilderness experience, cross the Jordan of death to self/image/ego, and enter into the promise land of who they really are and what they are truly capable of.

1 Corinthians 2:
9 But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him

Hear we see again that people truly have not grasped the full weight of what, and who, God really is and who, and what, they are in relation to God.


Even the most skilled religious leaders could not see, and can not see. In fact most will attack and tear down anything they do not understand. Because if the words that they declare as false turn out to be true, then their whole foundation is corrupt and everything they have believed themselves to be is a lie.

This is why the scriptures state that “darkness (ignorance) hates the light (truth) because it shows them their ways are evil.

And even as we, in our ignorance, will attack and tear down the truth and fight to have it put death in the thoughts of others, as we saw with the crucifixion of Jesus, the LIGHT that we truly are still SHINES WITHIN US… EVEN IF WE DON’T KNOW YET WHO WE ARE and what we are capable of.

John 1:5
And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.

So I don’t take offense when people will state that what I have written is wrong or that I am somehow possessed by devils or other such nonsense, because I have come to a place where I understand these people are not doing this because they know better, it is because they don’t truly know what they do. They are still very much ruled by their carnal egotistical mind, otherwise known as the anti-Christ. The beast that is and is not and yet is. This anti-Christ is nothing more than an illusion that we agreed was US, when in fact this false ego blinded us to the glorious truth of who we REALLY are.

Now I have written extensively on what and who the anti-Christ is you can find these essays on this blog under the category, and “more essay” section.

However, to be brief in explanation, the antichrist is the You, you think you are but are not. As I said we were blinded when we came into the world, we took on a false identity and simply forgot who and what we were, and are. Then the “image” of who we were, the ego of who we are, took over.

Matthew 21:33
Hear another parable: There was a certain householder, which planted a vineyard, and hedged it round about, and digged a winepress in it, and built a tower, and let it out to husbandmen, and went into a far country

There is no spooky evil spawn of Satan who is going to rule in the world and make people take the mark of the beast literally. We already took the mark of the beast (ignorance) the instant we believed we were someone we were not.

The MARK of the beast, is a life of worry and dread. When you are ignorant of who you really are, you live as a lie and have no access to joy, peace, or purpose. There is no rest in a lie.

Revelation 14:11
… and they have no rest day nor night, who worship the beast and his image, and whosoever receiveth the mark of his name.

There is no rest for those who believe they are what they are not. THE BEAST is the FALSE EGO of Man. There is no truth in this lie.

We missed the mark of who we really were and reduced ourselves to the likes of an animal, a beast of burden. The children of men, which is the 1st man, are more like beasts than anything else.

Ecclesiastes 3:18
I said in mine heart concerning the estate of the sons of men, that God might manifest them, and that they might see that THEY THEMSELVES ARE BEASTS

Simply put, the anti-Christ that sits in the temple of God (your mind) declaring himself to be god (you) is who you think you are, but are not.

This ego has done everything to lead you away from the TRUTH. It even created another God for you to worship, a false God far away and tricked you into waiting for salvation. The Ego/Anti-Christ tricked you into thinking you are somehow far removed from this god, that your ego created. This anti-Christ/ego of yours has you putting your faith in everything outside of yourself. This EGO keeps you ashamed and makes you believe that you are unworthy of anything but ENDLESS TORTURE. This Ego/Anti-Christ tricks you into thinking IF YOU DO THIS OR DO THAT, than you will someday BE LIKE God… when you have always BEEN GOD TO BEGIN WITH!

Most people don’t even know that their salvation is deliverance from their own false identity. Most people don’t know that their salvation from their ignorance is ACTUALLY WITHIN!

“know you not the Kingdom of God is within”, “Christ Within You is the hope of Glory”

This ego/enemy of yours works diligently to keep you focused on everything but the very thing you need to focus on, which is of course finding out who you really are! This is why we find religions pointing you to someone besides your true self, and pointing you to the future and the past instead of the only things that matters… the Now, and the YOU!

We have been lied to people, and fear has been driven deep into our thoughts, as the thorns on the crown of Jesus were driven into his head. This is why I know many will not be able to agree with many of the words written here.

John 3
10 … Art thou a master of Israel, and knowest not these things?
11 Verily, verily, I say unto thee, We speak that we do know, and testify that we have seen; and ye receive not our witness.
12 If I have told you earthly things, and ye believe not, how shall ye believe, if I tell you of heavenly things?
13 And no man hath ascended up to heaven, but he that came down from heaven, even the Son of man which is in heaven

Did you catch that last line people… NO ONE ASCENDS TO HEAVEN unless that man first came down from heaven.

Now, here is where the fun begins.

We were lowered into this hell/ignorance so that we could also rise from it. For GOD so LOVED THE WORLD (the lusts of the flesh, lusts of the eyes, pride of life) that he GAVE his only begotten son…

You did the same. The idea of who you think you are, is a creation of YOU. You so loved this world that you created a child of your own and called this child YOU… and the TRUTH of who you were DIED (you became ignorant of) so that this IMAGE YOU CREATED could exist for a time.

And now it is TIME for THE REAL YOU to rise again, and DIE of who you THINK YOU ARE.

2 Corinthians 5:15
And that he died for all, that they which live should not henceforth live unto themselves, but unto him which died for them, and rose again.

Only a few of you can grasp this… so I will further explain. Let’s talk about THIS IMAGE THAT HAS BEEN CREATED.

15 Who is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of every creature:

An image is a representation of something… It is NOT that something. In other words, the SON ( a title for the FIRSTBORN of EVERY CREATURE) is an IMAGE of the INVISIBLE GOD….

When the disciples asked Jesus, show us the FATHER, he said… “If you have seen me, you have seen the FATHER”….

Let us take that a step further, the FIRSTBORN OF EVERY CREATURE is the SON, not just JESUS… But the FIRSTBORN OF EVERY CREATURE… so it can be easily stated…

“If you have seen the FIRSTBORN of EVERY CREATURE you have seen the FATHER”

In 1st John, John declares, that AS HE IS so are WE in this world. Jesus is said to be the FIRST BORN among the DEAD, the FIRST BORN AMONG many brethren, THE first-born of EVERY CREATURE… This is a great mystery, because this is not speaking of ONE SINGLE MAN, but the WHOLE OF THE HUMAN RACE….

The “HIM” that is referenced in the next verse is the HIM that is WITHIN all of CREATION.

16 For by him (the firstborn of all creation) were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by him, and for him:

So ALL things were created by HIM and FOR HIM… and in Hebrews we see that GOD created all things THROUGH this “SON” which is the firstborn of all creation.

Hebrews 1:2
Hath in these last days spoken unto us by his Son, whom he hath appointed heir of all things, by whom also he made the worlds

This VERY SAME (Image/Son/Firstborn OF ALL CREATION) is appointed HEIR OF ALL THINGS… So the question we must ask, is this JESUS the man alone? Or is JESUS A SYMBOL of the FIRSTBORN OF ALL, ALL, ALL CREATION (mankind)… Meaning is JESUS simply a symbol for ALL OF US? As John states “as HE is, so are we”…. Well, THE SON is APPOINTED HEIR OF ALL THINGS…..

Romans 8:17
And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified together.

Christ was a TITLE given to Jesus… a title and crown we also wear. So when you read that we are HEIRS of GOD and JOINT-HEIRS with Christ… this means we are the same. No one is greater than another.

WE ARE ALL HEIRS OF GOD… set to inherit ALL THINGS… All THINGS, which means, EVERYTHING! Everything that GOD IS AND GOD CAN DO… ALL THINGS! Whatever the FATHER has the SON will have.

First the SON will put his enemies under his feet, than the son will GO TO THE FATHER… which means the SON and the FATHER will become ONE and the same.

1 Corinthians 15:28
And when all things shall be subdued unto him, then shall the Son also himself be subject unto him that put all things under him, that God may be all in all.

Just as your children become parents themselves, so to you will become the very thing you always were. The HEIR as long as he is a child differs nothing from a servant or slave. This is written in the book of Galatians, although the (child/those immature in wisdom) IS LORD OF EVERYTHING.

We ARE God’s child… not just JESUS ALONE. Jesus is no better or worse than we are. He is simply the first-born among many brethren, like me, like you. An older brother is not greater than his younger more inexperienced brothers.

Romans is not the only place we see that we are ALSO THE ONE TRUE HEIR. ISRAEL which was an entire people, was ALSO CALLED God’s son… In fact, God said to Pharoah that ISRAEL was his FIRSTBORN.

Exodus 4:22
And thou shalt say unto Pharaoh, Thus saith the Lord, Israel is my son, even my firstborn!

Hhmmn, this is interesting because a majority of those in Christianity have been taught that the ONLY SON OF GOD was JESUS… This was another clever trick of the Ego of mankind. You need to let this go. Deep within you there is a fear that if you STOP believing this Jesus is your Lord and Savior you will somehow be damned, but what you don’t see is that you have damned yourself with these lies.

There is NOT ONE PERSON who is more special than another. Regardless of what religion has taught you. God is not respecter of persons. ADAM and JESUS are symbols of humanity in it’s two states, one is its ignorant state, and the other in it’s risen/enlightened state.

We know from scripture that the SON (children of God/creation of God/Image of God) IS THE HEIR OF ALL THINGS… which we found out was not one single man named Adam, or jesus, or even Israel, but EVERYONE because…

Romans 9:26
And it shall come to pass, that in the place where it was said unto them, Ye are NOT my people; there shall they be called the children of the living God

Despite what you have been taught by religion, whatever God wills, God’s will WILL be done… meaning, in the end, even those who seem to be so far removed from the understanding of who they are, even those who have been called enemies of God, WILL BE SAVED from their ignorance and will come to the UNITY of the faith… And BY UNITY I mean, the understanding that we are ALL ONE…. The FIRSTBORN AMONG THE DEAD, the FIRSTBORN AMONG ALL, ALL, ALL CREATION… is WHO WE ARE!

What God has planned cannot be undone. Whatever GOD wills WILL be done…

Isaiah 14:27
For the Lord of hosts hath purposed, and who shall disannul it? and his hand is stretched out, and who shall turn it back?

Whatever you SET YOUR MIND to, whatever YOU BELIEVE is TRUE, WHO CAN CHANGE YOUR MIND? No one can… Whatever the LORD, which, once again, LITERALLY MEANS “THE ONE WHO EXISTS” has purposed, who can change that?

Now this would be bad news, if it wasn’t first set in stone that no one can fail. Because the LORD, the ONE WHO EXISTS WITHIN US ALL has already purposed that ALL come to the knowledge of the truth, that ALL will finally realize who THEY TRULY ARE and what they are TRULY CAPABLE of… which is ALL THINGS!

1 Timothy 2:4
Who will have all men to be saved, and to come unto the knowledge of the truth.


Galatians 3:29
And if ye be Christ’s, then are ye Abraham’s seed, and heirs according to the promise.

The problem is, most people don’t get it yet. They don’t understand WHO THEY TRULY ARE… As Galatians states, even though we are HEIRS and LORD OF EVERYTHING (Which sounds like blasphemy to the unbeliever) we appear and think like children or ignorant slaves.

WE ARE THE HEIRS that DON’T KNOW IT… The FIRSTBORN of ALL CREATION.. you are the FIRSTBORN of all creation if you EXIST!

Galatians 4:1
Now I say, That the heir, as long as he is a child, differeth nothing from a servant/slave, though he be lord of all…

Read that again… We are the heirs, but if we are immature and ignorant of this, we seem like slaves or servants, even though WE ARE LORD OF EVERYTHING!

Remember GOD CREATES EVERYTHING through us, for us, which is why Jesus said… “With Faith ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE”

Now here is where it gets tricky…


All things are possible for THOSE who believe… Now catch this next part… Look and see who else ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE BY.

For with God NOTHING shall be impossible. (Luke 1:37 KJV)

All things are possible for God…
All things are possible for those that believe…

And again…

And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you. (Matthew 17:20 KJV)

For the person who has faith and believes… ALL things are possible!

And again…

And he said, Abba, Father, all things are possible unto thee; take away this cup from me: nevertheless not what I will, but what thou wilt. (Mark 14:36 KJV)

All things are possible with God
All things are possible for the believer.

God and the believer are ONE. “That they may be one, as we are one”, “I am in the Father and the father is in me”


God LOVED THE WORLD so much that GOD gave his ONLY BEGOTTEN SON (who you think you are) so that YOU (who you THINK YOU ARE) MAY LIVE. BUT NOW IT IS TIME TO ARISE AND WAKE UP!

Psalms 82
6 I have said, Ye are gods; and all of you are children of the most High.
7 But ye shall die like men, and fall like one of the princes.
8 Arise, O God, judge the earth: for thou shalt inherit all nations.

You see people, GOD IS ALL THERE IS, and you are the manifestation of God, YOU ARE THE SON… by whom ALL THINGS ARE CREATED, which is why ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE FOR YOU if you BELIEVE.

17 And he is before all things, and by him all things consist.
18 And he is the head of the body, the church: who is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead; that in all things he might have the preeminence.
19 For it pleased the Father that in him should all fulness dwell;

THE DEAD are those who FORGOT who they really were and had the TRUTH resurrected within them… CHRIST which is a title, is the firstborn among the dead/ignorant, the human race entered death (ignorance) so that we might overcome DEATH…

We became CORRUPT in our thinking and began to limit ourselves. We missed the mark of the high calling, which is that light shining in darkness, and we began to believe we were victims of circumstance. We forgot that we create our world, and everything was created by us, for us. But now it is time to wake up and put on the perfect mind once again.

1 Corinthians 15:54
So when this corruptible shall have put on incorruption, and this mortal shall have put on immortality, then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written, Death is swallowed up in victory.

When this happens we will LIVE OUR LIVES, and the death/hell (ignorant suffering) that has become of our lives will be swallowed up in victory!

As I stated earlier, no one ascends into heaven, unless they first descend into hell and forget who they are… We forgot who we were and died, but we shall also revive from our ignorance and take back what was once ours, and ALL THINGS WILL BE POSSIBLE.

Ephesians 4:
8 Wherefore he saith, When he ascended up on high, he led captivity captive, and gave gifts unto men.
9 (Now that he ascended, what is it but that he also descended first into the lower parts of the earth?

These are the GREATER THINGS Jesus spoke of. This is why Jesus said, “I can do nothing but the Father does all…” Because Jesus understood, as I understand, this IDENTITY we have right now is not WHO WE ARE, it is simply the vehicle in which God (who we are ONE with) chooses to exist in.

John 14:10
Believest thou not that I am in the Father, and the Father in me? the words that I speak unto you I speak not of myself: but the Father that dwelleth in me, he doeth the works.

When you see yourself in the mirror, just who is that looking at you through your eyes?

The answer to this, is your salvation!

Much love to you and yours,
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The Devil Is A Lie!

The Devil Is A Lie!

The truth of who we are has been hidden for ages. However, today many of us are waking up to the real possibility of peace, joy, and harmony. Below is a video called, “the devil is a lie” which I do hope you enjoy. At the very least it will provoke you to ask yourself, “is what I believe, true?”

In one of my favorite parables in scripture, the author describes the heart of man much like a wheat field. Sadly, like any garden, weeds also appear. In this parable, we are told that directly after the planting of the wheat (which is an allegory of the truth), tares were planted by an enemy.

While we slept an “Enemy”, which you will find is another word for what Freud called our “ID”, or as I call it, our “carnal ego” planted TARES. These tares of course are a symbol of lies.

Let me explain, WHEAT has SEED (truth) – TARES do not… And Tares can destroy the wheat if the field is left unattended.

So, we see a picture of mankind’s heart…. While the MAN or WOMAN sleeps (is ignorant, or unconscious to what is really going on) this ENEMY of TRUTH plants lies in their heart.

Now, when we were young it was hard for us to know the difference between the lies and the truth, this is why we learn in this parable that the messengers/angels were held back until the harvest to pluck the TARES/LIES out of our heart. Because until the TRUTH grows up and matures within us, it is very difficult to know the difference between a lie and truth. So, the story goes that the messengers were told to wait until both mature before trying to rid the field of tares, because if they didn’t the wheat might be lost instead.

This is a great revelation for us… because it tells us that there is a reason for the lies within the heart of man today. It also tells us that there is a time when the TRUTH matures that these lies will be done away with.

This is my hope.

This enemy that we find in this story is called the DEVIL. We know from scripture that the DEVIL is A LIAR, the FATHER OF ALL LIES, and that there is NO TRUTH IN THE DEVIL. This is also a revelation, for if there is no truth in something, it cannot ultimately be real, UNLESS WE MAKE IT SO.

This ENEMY has ruled this world for far too long, today the devil is revealed, it is a beast that is and is not and yet is, (as scripture states), this devil is WHO YOU IGNORANTLY THINK YOU ARE AND BELIEVE YOU ARE NOT!

This video called “The Devil is a Lie”, uses scriptures to explain how the Devil is not a spooky spiritual being outside of us, but it is the LIE of who we thing we are, it is MAN’S EGO… Let me share a couple of scriptures to illustrate this point for those who have not read my articles on what devils, demons and satan is…

John 8:44 Ye are of your father the devil, (a creation of your EGO) and the lusts of your father (Your EGO) you will do. He (man’s ego) was a murderer of (the truth/who you really are) from the beginning (being born), and abode not in the truth (did not exist in the TRUTH), BECAUSE THERE IS NO TRUTH IN HIM (your ego).. When he (your ego) speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own (LIES): for he (THE EGO) is a liar, and the father of lies.

As stated earlier, IF there is NO TRUTH in the DEVIL (Man’s ID or CARNAL EGO) than that means the devil (your carnal ego) is not REAL and TRUE… Something cannot truly exist if there is NO TRUTH in that thing… This is why the scriptures states…

>Revelation 17:8 The beast (MAN’S EGO) that thou sawest was (Seemed to exist), and IS NOT (does NOT EXIST); and shall ascend out of the bottomless pit (ignorance has no foundation)…. when they behold the beast (EGO) that was, and IS NOT, and yet SEEMS TO BE.

I encourage you all to do a search in the scriptures for every scripture that talks of DEVILS, DEMONS, AND SATAN… you will find that this MURDERER OF THE TRUTH is compared to false beliefs, lies, made up gods, idolatry, an adversary, a condemner, a waster, a destroyer etc etc… the CARNAL EGO’S job is to DRIVE US back to the TRUTH of WHO WE ARE… Which is why the disciples turned unbelievers over to SATAN for the destruction of their flesh (lies/death) so their SPIRIT (TRUE NATURE) CAN BE SAVED…..

1 Corinthians 5:5 To deliver such a one unto SATAN (THE TESTING OF THE EGO) for the destruction of the flesh (THE CARNAL MIND AND LIES), that the spirit (THOUGHTS of LIFE, LOVE/GOD) may be saved….

Please do not just believe what others say, because this is another trick of the DEVIL (EGO)… Study to show yourself approved! Enjoy this video and please do share, subscribe, comment and support, peace to you all Jacob CLICK THIS LINK FOR THE VIDEO.

For more information on Who Satan is read my article: “Man’s Ego”
For more information on Who Lucifer is, read: “Who is Lucifer Really?”

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Many seem trapped in a world of negative and powerful emotions. No matter how hard they try to break free or control them, things only seem to get worse. In fact, they are possessed by these demons. For that is what demons are, (False beliefs, lies, imaginations, basically any thought that brings sorrow and pain to our heart) – see my article “taking up serpents for further info

Ironically those that seem to hurt the most today, are those who possibly think themselves to be set at liberty. They may even claim themselves to be. But their belief of liberty is freedom from some future torture, instead of seeing that they are in HELL already. This is what they need to be set free from. This is where Jesus came to set the captives free, into the world and those blinded to the truth of who they are, and can be IN HIM. Those that claim to be saved, are as sad, corrupt, and hurting as those who never even heard the word Jesus. They are putting their faith in a Man Man system, and not within. So when they say, “I am set free” but still suffer from deep sadness and feel empty it is because they are not free at all. Liberty and Salvation has nothing to do with the future, it has nothing to do with escaping some infinite torture or inheriting some kingdom in the clouds. (Hell = Suffering from Ignorance) (Heaven = Peace, righteousness, Power from Enlightenment of the Holy Spirit) – Freedom is escaping the Lusts of this world and the pain caused by them. Freedom is taking each thought captive and renewing your mind, and becoming the express image of God on earth. No longer being a slave to this world, but a CHILD OF GOD, and KNOWING that is who you are.

The reason no one is free from the curse of the negative emotions, lies, and imaginations that plague them is because no one understands that they are fighting to hold onto an illusion. The illusion they are fighting to hold onto, is who they think they are. And in the end you cannot put off the inevitable conclusion, that your life is not your own. YOU are not who you THINK YOU ARE. The good news is YOU are so much more! The bad news is, it really sucks until you find out WHO YOU ARE!

You may have heard the expression “the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree” well you’d be surprised to find out this actually came from the Garden of Eden story, even though it was “fruit” they ate, never was there mention of an apple. But, the sins of the Parents do rest on the heads of the daughters and the sons. Our frustrations and negativity can curse our children with the same vanity of thought and hopeless effort we exert. What our kids see, our kids learn and most likely will recreate in their own lives.

Exodus 20:5 5Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the LORD thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me;

It is up to us to break the curse that is upon OUR GROUND. You’ll learn the curse sent upon the GROUND for ADAM’S (Mankind’s) sake IS NOT for one man, but for all.

Genesis 3:17 cursed is the ground for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou eat of it all the days of thy life;

For those of you, who think the GROUND that God cursed was the literal ground, well you have another thing coming.

Psalm 78:2I will open my mouth in a parable: I will utter dark sayings of old:

The scriptures are written as dark sayings. The Kingdom of Heaven is a mystery. This way, we will receive the Revelation of what these allegories mean and be able to apply their meaning to our lives.

So when we read that God cursed the GROUND, it wasn’t the literal earth that Man was toiling in, that frustrated him, it was HIS TROUBLED HEART, HIS WAYS/THINKING. The scriptures teach us the Earth is symbolic of “man’s ways/thoughts”. “As the heavens are above the earth, so are God’s ways above Man’s.”

THE GROUND, is just one of many symbols in scripture for the soul of mankind, our LIVES…

Just like the GROUND, whatever we plant in our heart, water, and nourish will grow. Whether it is love or hate, whatever we care for thrives.

However, you will find, in the FIRST MAN, in the carnal MAN, ADAM, there is a CURSE upon the GROUND (our SOUL) … A curse, that we must break, for ourselves, for our kids.

SIDE NOTE: Children in scripture are also an allegory of our THOUGHTS and BELIEFS. Which explains why God told some Kings to kill the children of other kingdoms, these stories are NOT to be taken literally. God does not change. He does not say, KILL in one second, and then say, LOVE AND FORGIVE your enemy the next. God is NOT MEAT-HEAD like carnal man. — back to our paper here. — And yes, some scripture IS meant to be taken literally, like “Love God, Love other’s” etc… Many stories can be taken literally as well, but it is the SPIRIT of what is written that matters. We need the interpretation, which only comes by way of revelation of the Holy Spirit (God’s Truth and Life)

This curse in the GROUND (our ways/hearts/thoughts) I feel the full weight off each and every morning as I get out of my bed, on a tough day. One, I am sure, you all feel as well.

No matter how hard I try, I still suffer, I still strive, I still say, “Lord, why, why, WHY?”

Remember what the GROUND was cursed to produce again?

Genesis 3:18
It will produce thorns and thistles for you, and you will eat the plants of the field.

Thorns, and Thistles are symbols of things we emotionally endure, things we suffer when living out of the ADAMIC MAN instead of CHRIST.

This is not a literal passage, as many of you who have gardens know that when you plant something it isn’t Thorns you need to worry about but those darn bugs.

But check this out, something that might blow you away. The New Testament, opens our eyes as to what these Thorns are.

THORNS were pressed TIGHT into Jesus’ head (Crown of Thorns). THORNS strangled the SEED (Word of God) in the Sower Parable.

Matthew 13:22
He also that received seed among the thorns is he that heareth the word; and the care of this world, and the deceitfulness of riches, choke the word, and he becometh unfruitful.

The above passage and others, reveal that THORNS are the CARES OF THE WORLD and the deceitfulness of riches… And what are these cares? Well let me share some of mine… Our bills, our worries, our fears, our regrets, our insecurities, our anxieties, our hate, our anger, the list goes on and on and on. The deceitfulness of Riches is the belief that if you only have money your problem will finally be over. Hogwash! Look at how many celebrities overdose, kill themselves, etc.

This is the sadness I see in the eyes of the multitudes today. THORNS AND THISTLES strangling the LIFE out of so many. This is the sadness I feel in my own heart at times as well. And there is NO WAY OUT OF THIS IN ADAM!


But, today, I have both exciting and shocking news. News that will hopefully opens your eyes, shake some cobwebs loose and help put your feet on the path to freedom.

Now, for some, you may disagree and call me out on what I am about to share, as I myself was shocked. And hey, I could be completely wrong, as I am sure I am many times… ISN’T THIS FUN? … You never know who you can trust! That’s why YOU HAVE TO GO TO GOD AND FIND OUT YOURSELF!

So everything you read here, or hear from the pulpit or Facebook LOL… try those spirits (thoughts) to see if they be of God, and the best way to do that is use LOVE as your measuring stick.

With all that being said, today I do have good news to share and there is much that we have to be thankful for.

Each day, for me, at times, the emotional weight of the things I go through can feel like it is too much to bear. Like having a millstone around my neck and being dumped in the sea… Okay, admittedly I have no idea what a millstone is, or what that would feel like, but let’s be real it would probably stink, right?

Times are harder than before for many. I know this is true for you, as well as I know it is true for me. But I promise you… There is a reason to have hope.

Now if you are looking for someone to itch your ears and say God doesn’t want you to go through this hard time. Or, that you need to BELIEVE DIFFERENTLY AND YOUR SITUATION WILL CHANGE etc, blah, blah, blah! I am not that guy, ALTHOUGH I do believe attitude helps your situation and Faith is important!

I am not one who is offering the secrets of peace and serenity. I am no snake oil salesman. I can assure you those that have come before me have only offered you vapors, mists and illusions. They have sold you so-called “secrets” “best life’s ever’s” and a bunch of other nonsense that will NEVER bring healing to your heart. I promise they are selling you more chains to add to the collection you have gathered around your heart. Because they aren’t telling you the TRUTH!

There is a reason we find only trouble in this world when we crave peace. There is a reason we find enemies where we crave acceptance and love. We truly are fellow sufferers here on our pilgrimage through the valley of the shadow of death.

That is where we are people, in the Valley of the Shadow of Death… Consider that for a moment.

My dear new friend Jack, who is ill and we should keep in prayer, wrote me, he said, he is more at peace now in his severe illness than he was when he was well… Isn’t that profound? Facing severe illness a man is at more peace that a the peak of health. That says much. In our weakness Gods strength indeed. I also know that may not be true for everyone, but to find peace in the midst of the storm is a blessing indeed. In fact it is in those storms that we wake up the Christ within us, which seems to be asleep.

Matthew 8
24 And, behold, there arose a great tempest in the sea, insomuch that the ship was covered with the waves: but he was asleep. 25 And his disciples came to him, and awoke him, saying, Lord, save us: we perish.

And what was it that Jesus says, after being woke up? … WHY DON’T YOU HAVE FAITH?

Matthew 8
26 And he saith unto them, Why are ye fearful, O ye of little faith? Then he arose, and rebuked the winds and the sea; and there was a great calm.

This is a great lesson for us, we have the power, the authority, to calm the storms within and find a place of peace. This is a lesson we must all know, we must all learn how much potential we truly have. We must all learn, that with Faith ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE! But withou a storm to test us and get us to wake up that Christ within, we would be forever lost and never find our true nature.

This is the reason we are suffering in this day. This is the day when we are being forced to lift our eyes up above our circumstances. We are being forced to face our fears head on and say, “No more”! We have to rise above our banality. We have to conquer our demons (the lies of worry and fear that plague us). We need to rebuke the winds and sea of trouble and misery and cast them out with the TRUTH (CHRIST). Then we will know, “what manner of person we are.”

We are not like those who can go to an altar call, weep a bit, get pushed over a bit, shake a bit, laugh a bit, dance a bit, run a bit AND FEEL BETTER!

No, we need the FULLNESS! We are the sheep that won’t follow any other voice. This is why, we have NOT been going door to door trying to find the Lord! We are beginning to GO WITHIN!

The FULLNESs IS COME … I TELL YOU, THE FULLNESS IS COME! This is why we are so hurt. We know it with every fiber of our being, we know it, we want it, but we DON’T HAVE IT YET! We know there is MORE and MORE IS WHAT WE ARE AFTER! So WHY LORD? WHY LORD? WHY? WHY DON’T WE HAVE IT LORD?

We are in that NINTH MONTH! We want that baby out already… We are tired of this body we have been walking around in.We are travailing, labor pains, attacking our hearts, day after day! INDUCE ME ALREADY LORD!

But there is no artificial induction in the Kingdom people!

This is such a great day… I tell you, Kings, Prophets, and Celebrity Impressionists have desired to see it and HAVE NOT!

In my life, I have had many people who have hurt me from without. There have been abusers, bullies, co-workers, mean people, Clowns, (Isn’t everyone scared of clowns? :)… but each of these people outside of me represented something within me… The TRUE ENEMIES that were attacking me were WITHIN ME… My real pain came has always come from within. And my deliverance is right there as well. The Kingdom of heaven is within you!

Those that have hurt us, we allow to hurt us over and over and over again. We replay our abuses in our minds. The interesting thing is, our minds do not know the difference. A memory and an event, it is all the same to the brain. THE THOUGHT MAKE EVERYTHING REAL.

The enemies within, are the only enemies we need concern ourselves with are in our own home/us…. A man’s enemy is in his own home!

Matthew 10:36
A man’s foes shall be they of his own household.

However, even our enemies and our ignorance and our lack of faith eventually leads us to peace. Our suffering is a great teacher as well.

Galatians 3:24 Wherefore the law was our schoolmaster to bring us unto Christ, that we might be justified by faith.

These enemies have all done their part to humble us. They kept pushing us toward our goal. Which is complete and utter destruction of the first man, ADAM. Our enemies seek to destroy US, the PROBLEM IS we have been ignorantly FIGHTING TO HANG ON, instead of saying, KILL ME ALREADY! Kill my pride, take away my ego!

If we didn’t have an EGO or PRIDE, than no matter what came our way, it wouldn’t matter. Oh I know what your thinking, I’m not a push over, I don’t deserve to be treated poorly… well settle down, Barbara! Because God is in control of it all. There is a point to our suffering. And we couldn’t suffer if it wasn’t for this Illusion called THE SELF (Adam). Our fighting to hang onto Adam, is what is causing us this pain. This is why we are being broken down.


Jesus always BROKE THE BREAD, than after it was BROKEN he BLESSED IT and after it was BLESSED …. HE GAVE THANKS!

1 Corinthians 10:17
For we being many are one bread, and one body: for we are all partakers of that one bread.

NEWS FLASH! We are the ONE BREAD, WE ARE the ONE BODY OF CHRIST that is BROKEN. This is why we are hurt, suffering, persecuted, alienated from friends, co-workers and family. This is why we are misunderstood, attacked, we suffer disease, addiction, anger, rejection, isolation, depression, and the blues and for some even the moody blues (If you are not a fan of their music, that can get real bad).

Luke 20:18 Whosoever shall fall upon that stone shall be broken; but on whomsoever it shall fall, it will grind him to powder.

We went to Christ and got Broken, and it hurts! But as they say, no pain no gain… and our present suffering is nothing compared to what will follow.

AFTER we are BROKEN, when we are at our lowest, we will look up and see that it all worked together for our good. After we are broken, as the bread was broken, we will see that WE ARE BLESSED, as the BREAD was Blessed, and THEN we too will GIVE THANKS! 

God had to FRUSTRATE YOU! God had to show you, that YOU ARE NOTHING WITHOUT HIM! That YOUR efforts are vanity. The world has been trying to sell us a recipe for disaster and it has given us heartache upon heartache, and it was meant to! The world wants YOU to believe YOU CAN BE A BETTER YOU. The problem is THERE IS NO YOU! There is ONLY CHRIST IN YOU!The YOU, you think YOU are IS A LIE! It is an ILLUSION! A MAN FORMED FROM THE DUST (error) OF THE EARTH (man’s ways)…

We have said ADAM WAS DEAD and GONE, but ADAM is DEAD AND HERE. We need to understand that there are STILL TWO NATURES AT WORK inside of us. There is CHRIST and there is ADAM… We have moments of BOTH.

Hey, I could be like the rest of them, telling you YOU ARE THE CHRIST, ETC, ETC, ETC, and yes you are, and YOU ARE NOT! If you were ONLY THE CHRIST you wouldn’t weep… LOOK, you are FLESH AND SPIRIT – TWO MEN IN ONE BED… One needs to be taken. ONE needs to be LEFT.

Luke 17:34
I tell you, in that night there shall be two men in one bed; the one shall be taken, and the other shall be left.

I know that many of you reading this right now may be drowning in the troubles of your heart. At this moment, you may feel like you, yourselves are lost, empty. That is because THE CHRIST IN YOU, IS YOU, and you are a PRISONER, you are a PRISONER FOR CHRIST’S SAKE… understand that now?

We are TRAPPED in the CARNAL SOUL OF ADAM. But not for much longer as the “elder is beginning to serve the younger”

For many it seems we have entered a day of great sadness and trial and we keep asking, “Father, what is wrong with me?”

But I tell you, “This is a good place to be!”

Isaiah 53:3
He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief:

God takes every one of his chosen and alienates them. Everyone of God’s chosen has a wilderness adventure. Whether it be David in the cave, Joseph in the well and prison, Moses in the desert and mountain, Jesus in wilderness, etc, etc…

So, this place of alienation, pain, and suffering, this BROKEN FEELING we are all experiencing right now… IS A GOOD THING!

At the moment we find an emotional and spiritual war is raging inside of us… Well, guess what, wars are meant to be WON! And it we can’t lose! As Paul wrote about, the things he sought, he couldn’t find. The things Paul didn’t want to do, he did.

I want to forgive always, forget always and move on, always. I want to let things slide off my back like water of a ducks aaaahhh… you know what I mean. But I find a nature/law at work inside me, as Paul did. I find, a WAR inside me that brings me sadness, futility, weakness, and at times great despair.

Romans 7:23
but I see another law at work in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members.

Now, let me be clear about what SIN is, I always take a moment to explain this. This has nothing to do with our literal bodies, but has everything to do with our thoughts. SIN is THE THOUGHT OF FOOLISHNESS, to SIN is to Miss the Mark. To SIN is to simply be in Error, to not think clearly, to not know the Truth.

We all crave Love, as my last essay put it, we are all looking for acceptance. The problem is, we are all looking in the wrong place.

The instant we stop looking outside of us for this and start looking within, we WILL be free!

We will NEVER FIND PEACE outside of US. That is the LIE this ILLUSION we call the OUTSIDE WORLD, which is TEMPORAL (temporary) wants us to believe. But temporary things don’t last. And things that don’t last, can’t be trusted. 

2 Corinthians 4:18
While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal.


Romans 1:17
For therein is the righteousness of God revealed from faith to faith: as it is written, The just shall live by faith.

We live by FAITH. Faith is not something that is TANGIBLE.

Now look, the world prophets, evangelists, preachers, healers, etc, etc, those “PEOPLE” I’ll just call them. They are selling you all down the river into slavery. They are trying to say you can be free and be happy, by being a BETTER YOU!

But there is not hope for YOU, if YOU, are an ILLUSION, YOU are an egotistical creation, nothing more. The OLDER however WILL SERVE the YOUNGER. One day, we will wake up out of this illusion, and our identity will be found in CHRIST not in the suffering of our ego.

Joel 3:12
Let the heathen be WAKENED, and come up to the valley of Jehoshaphat: for there will I sit to judge all the heathen round about.

You are all gods, you are children of the most high, but you shall die as mere mortals and fall as one of their princes… Ps 82… We are God’s children, not hopeless men, destined to fail at every turn.

We have forgotten who we are. This is why we must “REMEMBER THE GOSPEL”

John 14:26
But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance

We are aimlessly slapping around in the mud of our own hopeless religious endeavors and with each one, we find more disappointment than the last.

Which brings us to NOAH! He had to go WITHIN to be saved didn’t he? He couldn’t find acceptance and approval outside in the sinful world.

There was no RAIN (No Truth)

This suffering and hardship we are all facing is leading up to something beautiful for all of us.

The storms may have just begun, and may indeed get worse, but God is preparing us and we are learning how to baton down the hatches and how to seal up everything so as not to let anything that is not chosen by God IN anymore…

God is going to WIPE AWAY every tear, every fear, every enemy in our minds that has caused you and I the pain over the years. The Flood is coming people, so Buckle up, because it is going to be One Hell of a Ride! Literally!

Let’s look at Genesis 5: 29 And he called his name Noah, saying, This same shall comfort us concerning our work and toil of our hands, because of the ground which the LORD hath cursed.

First of all the Name Noah, means “REST”, I named my son that, which is interesting because at 9 years of age, he has not yet lived up to his namesake, but that is besides the point.

Okay, so here is the cool part. NOAH means REST.

God is giving us REST people. Rest from what you ask?… Look at the rest of the line.

This same shall comfort us concerning our work and toil of our hands, because of the ground which the LORD hath cursed.

The work and toil of our hands = OUR WORKS

Our Works is what is bringing us the sadness that we so desperately want to be free from. OUR WORKS!

We are trying so hard to get rid of our CARNAL NATURE by using our CARNAL NATURE to d so… Isn’t that hilarious.

2 Corinthians 11:14
And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light.

We trick ourselves into saying we are BORN AGAIN, BORN FROM ABOVE, yet, we are still in the womb people, we are still travailing, that is the message I have for you all today.

That is not a bad thing to say. It is a good thing to say, because birth is around the corner.

We have been sold a lie.

We intellectually understand that WE have Christ IN Us, and we do, and yes Christ IS. But, the First Born Man is still here still fighting for control. This is still making US (Duality) miserable.

Luke 17:34
I tell you, in that night there shall be two men in one bed; the one shall be taken, and the other shall be left.

The BED (you) THE TWO (carnal nature ADAM and spiritual nature CHRIST) both nations INSIDE YOU.

The reason we are still sad, the reason we still suffer and feel so inadequate, is because IN ADAM (CHRIST) is being persecuted, in ADAM Christ is being put to death!

In ADAM,Christ(Which is WHO we “are” Our life) is nailed to the CROSS. And while hanging on that Cross, we feel exposed, we think everyone can see us and our wounds! It is ON THIS CROSS (the moments before we resurrect) that we cry out to God…

Psalm 22:1
My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?

In ADAM, all men DIE! In the man, we are, dead people… We are suffering! We thought ADAM was gone, but I tell you, not for much longer.

To overcome an enemy, you must first know, the enemy exists.

We have been going around, thinking Adam was gone… That we were BORN AGAIN… but we weren’t. We were only PREGNANT!

CHRIST IN US, was only the HOPE OF GLORY, is has not yet become THE GLORY!

No matter how much we said, it is, we still suffer.

Just because we say something enough times, and really, really, believe it, doesn’t make it so.

The First Man will always be Last and the Last Man will always be First, deal with it buballa!

This is why the GROUND IS CURSED for ADAM’S sake, For MANKIND’S SAKE…  So matter how hard MAN tries to WORK HIS WAY TO HEAVEN, he will NEVER MAKE IT.

The ground is our SOUL and the more we toil and labor to make our lives okay, the more futile it becomes, WE CAN’T MAKE THINGS RIGHT in ADAM!

No matter how many self-help books, Christian, New Age, Jewish Mysticism, Hindu, Buddhist, Holy Books, we read, we will never work our way free from ADAM! Sure we’ll feel good for a moment or two, but the war rages on after that. 


Let me briefly explain this verse in Genesis for you:

GEN 3: 17And unto Adam he said, Because thou hast hearkened unto the voice of thy wife, and hast eaten of the tree, of which I commanded thee, saying, Thou shalt not eat of it: cursed is the ground for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou eat of it all the days of thy life;

The Voice of the wife = The thought of the soul

A lot of people, overlook the fact that God cursed the ground (our works/life in this world for ADAM’S SAKE (well-being)

Look, if we didn’t have suffering, turmoil, and affliction, in this temporal world, we would be lost in the vanity of our egotistical illusion for eternity.

THIS IS WHY GOD PLACED THE FLAMING SWORD OF SUFFERING AT THE GATEWAY OF ETERNITY… Otherwise, we would enter in as we are, flawed, imperfect, and HELL would be endless. I hope you caught the profound revelation of that.

Look, there is a reason childbirth becomes SO VERY PAINFUL. It tells you when it is FINALLY TIME TO LET THAT BABY OUT!

Noah, is a symbol for us. This study, is a message for us today. That God is sending deliverance.

Ironically, the time of “Jacob’s Trouble” is coming to its end. I say, RIGHT ON!

Genesis 5: 29 And he called his name Noah, saying, This same shall comfort us concerning our work and toil of our hands, because of the ground which the LORD hath cursed

God is sending us REST from the work of our hands people. Because our works are cursed. Our labor is in vain. Because if your like me, I’m fed up with being fed up, I’m tired of being tired and I’m ready for brighter sun shiny days!

Genesis 6:3 And the LORD said, My spirit shall not always strive with man, for that he also is flesh: yet his days shall be an hundred and twenty years.

We understand that our former conversation with the FLESH (our carnal mind) needs to be PUT OFF. We need to DESTROY this beastly nature called ADAM. We thought ADAM was gone but we have realized the BEAST THAT WAS WOUNDED IS BACK AGAIN!

Revelation 13:3
And I saw one of his heads as it were wounded to death; and his deadly wound was healed: and all the world wondered after the beast.

5And God saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually.

We have suffered greatly of late, we know something has to change. And we come to the ultimate conclusion, that we MUST DIE TO OURSELVES. We must die TO OUR SELF EFFORT, TO OUR SELF HELP, TO OUR SELF BELIEF, TO OUR “I AM CHRIST, YOU ARE CHRIST, WE ARE GOD, AND GOD IS US”

6 And it repented the LORD that he had made man on the earth, and it grieved him at his heart

We look back at our lives, through the eyes of Christ now, through God’s eyes, and it hurts us, that we created this monster, this FIRST MAN…

We REPENT of this PERSON we have become… and we say I NO LONGER LIVE! But this time, I MEAN IT!

Galatians 2:20
I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me.

We have been decreasing, not by our own will but by His will. We haven’t had much choice in the matter. Own suffering has made it so. We have been ground to bits lately. We have been put under Christ’s feet. And that is a good place to be, because ADAM would never go there himself.

The wise Sage Billy Joel, said, “We didn’t start the fire” but the Fire is doing its work. So roll with the punches baby, take your medicine, stop with the self-help, stop trying to better ADAM, kill him already, sneaky devil that he is.

So it’s time to enter that Arc, which is the KINGDOM OF GOD, the CHRIST WITHIN, and SEAL IT UP as the FLOODS OF HEAVEN wipe away every ADAMIC THOUGHT from the EARTH (your thinking).

Its time to enter the arc, and be set free, because a new world awaits us all!

I meet you all in your present suffering, my love is toward you all, as is my turkey and candied yams, but not the banana bread that’s all mine… deal with it!

Peace, Jacob
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